today...
today, was really just a normal day. i went to work, teased the new kids, soaked up a little more about becomming a shift supervisor which should be happening this comming month sometime, and came home.
i got a little bitter about having to do everything around here. i feel kinda bad cause i kept telling the boy that as soon as school was done i'd cook a lot more and do more around the house, but i guess i sort of expected his participation too...
...i get up WAY early and work long shifts, then i have to come home and get groceries for dinner, clean up last nights mess from the living room, clean up the kitchen, cook dinner, put it all away afterward, not to mention take a shower, do my laundry and whatever else of MY personal chores that need doing...and he goes to work, and comes home, takes a shower, and spends the rest of the night either on the computer of in front of the TV. I don't think he's lazy because he works 6 days a week, sometimes 12 hour days...but geez, you'd think he'd do a little bit more around the house...if i wasn't working i would be more than happy to do everything around here, but i work too, and i'm tired too, and i don't want to live in a garbage can, bit he seems not to care too much so i have to do everything if i want it to be clean and nice and it pisses me off once in a while.
but then he pointed out that he paid all the utilities this month, so i quit bitchen and went and did the dishes.
and after over a year, his two coked up friends called him up and invited us for drink, only they didn't look as coked up as they did before so maybe they're better, but i suspect it's only because they're broke like us. i want to like them, but something about their lifestyle really bothers me. i think it's because i was raised to look down on people who spend their whole existense getting themselves all fucked up while working at a cheesy bikini bar...it's not really the guy that bothers me, it's his girlfriend to be honest...and her friends. she's really nice and way fun, but then she gets to be a little too much fun, if you know what i mean...and i think she senses that i look down on those types of girls, and she knows that i'm not like that, and so does matt, and then suddenly he's going over to her bar to visit and doesn't invite me...it's weird...i'm his best buddy in the whole wide world until THEY come around, and then he doesn't seem to need me as much anymore...suddenly he's got things to do and people to see and he'd prefer i not be there...meh. i dont like it. i wish i was cool enough to come along, that's all. i dunno...i was kinda relieved that they were out of the picture, but now they're back, and i hope things don't get weird.
on a good note the first season of rocky and bullwinkle came in the mail today! holy smokes!
i got a little bitter about having to do everything around here. i feel kinda bad cause i kept telling the boy that as soon as school was done i'd cook a lot more and do more around the house, but i guess i sort of expected his participation too...
...i get up WAY early and work long shifts, then i have to come home and get groceries for dinner, clean up last nights mess from the living room, clean up the kitchen, cook dinner, put it all away afterward, not to mention take a shower, do my laundry and whatever else of MY personal chores that need doing...and he goes to work, and comes home, takes a shower, and spends the rest of the night either on the computer of in front of the TV. I don't think he's lazy because he works 6 days a week, sometimes 12 hour days...but geez, you'd think he'd do a little bit more around the house...if i wasn't working i would be more than happy to do everything around here, but i work too, and i'm tired too, and i don't want to live in a garbage can, bit he seems not to care too much so i have to do everything if i want it to be clean and nice and it pisses me off once in a while.
but then he pointed out that he paid all the utilities this month, so i quit bitchen and went and did the dishes.
and after over a year, his two coked up friends called him up and invited us for drink, only they didn't look as coked up as they did before so maybe they're better, but i suspect it's only because they're broke like us. i want to like them, but something about their lifestyle really bothers me. i think it's because i was raised to look down on people who spend their whole existense getting themselves all fucked up while working at a cheesy bikini bar...it's not really the guy that bothers me, it's his girlfriend to be honest...and her friends. she's really nice and way fun, but then she gets to be a little too much fun, if you know what i mean...and i think she senses that i look down on those types of girls, and she knows that i'm not like that, and so does matt, and then suddenly he's going over to her bar to visit and doesn't invite me...it's weird...i'm his best buddy in the whole wide world until THEY come around, and then he doesn't seem to need me as much anymore...suddenly he's got things to do and people to see and he'd prefer i not be there...meh. i dont like it. i wish i was cool enough to come along, that's all. i dunno...i was kinda relieved that they were out of the picture, but now they're back, and i hope things don't get weird.
on a good note the first season of rocky and bullwinkle came in the mail today! holy smokes!