Roll on tomorrow

[scarred_tigger]

I can't wait for tomorrow to hurry up & come round. After I've seen Dr Thevar I'm buggering off to Gillingham till next week. I need the break from everyone round here & my dad et al. There's only so much smothering a person can take

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[human_is]

Have a good time with grace, i wish you both all the happiness in the world. I have deleted your number seeing as you find talking to me so awful. If we could arrange getting my stuff though it would be appreciated. Again all the best with your new life.

[scarred_tigger]

I'm going to keep your number, if that's ok with you? I'll keep putting money in your account each fortnight so you can get by. I'll call you when I'm home for the weekend so you can pick your stuff up. I find it so hard talking to you Sara because I still have feelings for you but if you don't want to remain friends then that is fine with me. I had hoped we could have stayed friends but it seems that's not what you want X

[human_is]

I do want to be friends, i just don't want to make things difficult for you. I'm sorry i made you feel so bad.

[scarred_tigger]

Don't worry about it, my skin is thicker than most people realise. I want us to still be friends, if you feel that is possible? You mean so much to me that I'm still punishing myself for splitting up with you. I want to say a certain 3 words to you but I can't X

[human_is]

it's ok, i understand. I'd like us to be friends, i just don't want to cause any problems. I wish you could say them and mean it but i know that isn't going to happen. Again i wish you all the happiness with grace and pray you together can succeed where we failed x

[scarred_tigger]

I don't think we failed honey, we're just too unstable to have made it work any further. I'd give anything to be able to take back my decision about us but I know that ain't possible. Maybe one day we can try again, but that depends on too many variables. Just remember you will always be extremely special to me & my best friend X