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[scarred_soul]

NO MATTER
No matter how hard I wish,
you are never there.
No matter how much I've cried,
I just can't make you care.
No matter how much I love,
or how my arms have bled.
IT doesn't matter a single bit,
You wouldn't care if I were dead.
It doesn't matter if I die,
It will never matter to you.
No matter how hard I push,
I never will get through.
To you I never mattered,
just your sick and twisted fate.
No matter how much I lie,
I always love instead of hate.
I can't take this anymore,
I can't be anything alone.
No matter how I try to change it,
I am worthless on my own.