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i don't think i'm ready for any of this. i try to explain my fear, but no one gets it. it's not even a fear more that i just want the year off. i don't wanna go to college. and u know i try to confide in my mom for once in my life and she throws it back at me every chance she gets. i grew up too quick and now im grasping hold of the only childhood i have left. i think i resent alot of people because of that. i always had all those adult responsibilies put on me and it's made me a stronger person, but it's also made me very cold. i always put others before myself and i always have, but when do u get to a point when u just want to make urself happy. i think ive gotten to the point where honesty is kind of blurred. i can't even be honest with myself because i don't know how i feel, that sounds weird, i dunno.
Happy Valentine's Day!
Happy Valentine's Day!