Aug 01, 2004 10:26
i need some real friends... friend that actually make the effort and call me to see what im doin, to see if i want to hang out.. or even to ask if they can come over my house.. or even just to call and say wassup and tell me whats goin on....
i've been drinkin less and less...
after schools over i kno all the people i used to be friends with will disappeare im gunna end up movin and actually i think its better. i dont have time for kid drama and people not realizen who they lost.. i dont know. ill end up movin doin my thing gettin my money helpin my nephew n help raise him, i need to splend time with him.. b4 u kno it he'll b 18 n ill b 34 hah ima b old. man o man. that is the only people i have left anyway so, i dont even think it matters for me to write in here anymore. i just need to find my pefect guy/girl, graduate, have a decent job, move, get married, have a baby(s),have my career, make new friends ... (not in that order)
i donno.... my next entry my lifes gunna be turned around