have had alot on my chest.. time to rid of all evils
yea so fuck you....
ive been just chillin wit b and mark n my lil nephew which is so adorable (makes me wanna have kids of my own) and spoon. thats it im so fuckin happy im goin to my camp get to see markian and get the fuck away from buffalo. im goin to be either movin to new hamphire in acouple years when i get situated or canada. theres nuttin here for me anymore.. only really have 2 friends now which are actually more family to me than anythin.. then people that i dont even talk to anymore for what reasons i dont know.. im sick of callin people so i dont do it anymore, u fuckin wanna contact me u kno my # fuckin call it .. im not gunna b the one makin fuckin plans anymore. im tired of people never wanting to come to my hood to chill never callin me to say hey can i come over ur house. no NOBODY comes to my fuckin house NOBODY!!!.. maybe if i had "liqour" people would show.. fuck that. i havent been really drinkin lately. n u kno what ive been happy .. im more myself i got to c markian and he told me i reminded him of the old nadia ( u kno when i was happy.. b4 bp. died) n that made me happy people might think i've changed, but they didnt really know me back then. yea i had fits i had times where i "embarressed" people u kno what .. if im supposed to be ur friend n u just want to impress other people, then wat does that make me u kno what im sorry..wait no i change my mind im not sorry, i have nuttin to be sorry for. i am who i am n i have tantrums , i have a bad temper.. but everybody should already know that
im fuckin aggravated.i cant wait to go to TABIR tomorrow n b w/ Anya, Markian*..... maybe we'll actually kiss for the first time :) it would be so romantic, under the starry night near the fire..*day dreams*
hopefully tomorrow will go as good as planned. maybe ill b able to spend the night there. *dreams again*
I NEED THIS!
ive been just chillin wit b and mark n my lil nephew which is so adorable (makes me wanna have kids of my own) and spoon. thats it im so fuckin happy im goin to my camp get to see markian and get the fuck away from buffalo. im goin to be either movin to new hamphire in acouple years when i get situated or canada. theres nuttin here for me anymore.. only really have 2 friends now which are actually more family to me than anythin.. then people that i dont even talk to anymore for what reasons i dont know.. im sick of callin people so i dont do it anymore, u fuckin wanna contact me u kno my # fuckin call it .. im not gunna b the one makin fuckin plans anymore. im tired of people never wanting to come to my hood to chill never callin me to say hey can i come over ur house. no NOBODY comes to my fuckin house NOBODY!!!.. maybe if i had "liqour" people would show.. fuck that. i havent been really drinkin lately. n u kno what ive been happy .. im more myself i got to c markian and he told me i reminded him of the old nadia ( u kno when i was happy.. b4 bp. died) n that made me happy people might think i've changed, but they didnt really know me back then. yea i had fits i had times where i "embarressed" people u kno what .. if im supposed to be ur friend n u just want to impress other people, then wat does that make me u kno what im sorry..wait no i change my mind im not sorry, i have nuttin to be sorry for. i am who i am n i have tantrums , i have a bad temper.. but everybody should already know that
im fuckin aggravated.i cant wait to go to TABIR tomorrow n b w/ Anya, Markian*..... maybe we'll actually kiss for the first time :) it would be so romantic, under the starry night near the fire..*day dreams*
hopefully tomorrow will go as good as planned. maybe ill b able to spend the night there. *dreams again*
I NEED THIS!