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It makes my heart sink every time janes addiction come on the radio.
I turned that shit to a different station, hopefully it's not a terrible station I randomly changed it too..
It's just that everything is so new and undefined.
I wanted sparks, I wanted to feel something, anything.
And now I've got a ride range of emotions flying everywhere.
I feel crazy, like I'm over analyzing everything, overthinking something that doesn't need to be overthought.
I feel like a teenager.
I have personal insecurities about myself, I feel like I don't compare to his ex wife or past woman that he's been with.