{PRIVATE} Don't talk of love, the shadows purr...
Brighid, Good Lady, thank you for your guidance.
I've been a fool. I love her and have been nothing but selfish. I've spent hours bemoaning the fact that she isn't mine.
But Renee is not a creature to owned or caged by me. She's- I love her. And with that love I grant her the freedom to do and love as she will. Renee has chosen to be with Deirdre, and Goddess bless and keep them both. I will not interfere. I will keep my love for Renee close to my heart and I won't let it die. I'll let it grow and burn until I can use it wisely for the good of her.
She sent me a letter from in that place they've put her. She wished I was there with her. She loves me. Not in the way I love her, but she loves me. And that means so much. I've been stupid to disregard it. She doesn't belong in there. My beautiful alive Renee. I see how much more alive she is with Deirdre. I'm happy for her, truly.
I went in to visit her, just to hold her close and, yes, tell her she was beautiful and good and sane and that I would visit again soon. And I shall: tommorrow I will see Renee again. And now I pray to the Lord and Lady to watch over my love until she can once again be safe in my arms.
"Don't look don't look" the shadows breathe
Whispering me away from you
"Don't wake at night to watch her sleep
You know that you will always lose
This trembling
Adored
Tousled bird mad girl... "
But every night I burn
But every night I call your name
Every night I burn
Every night I fall again
I've been a fool. I love her and have been nothing but selfish. I've spent hours bemoaning the fact that she isn't mine.
But Renee is not a creature to owned or caged by me. She's- I love her. And with that love I grant her the freedom to do and love as she will. Renee has chosen to be with Deirdre, and Goddess bless and keep them both. I will not interfere. I will keep my love for Renee close to my heart and I won't let it die. I'll let it grow and burn until I can use it wisely for the good of her.
She sent me a letter from in that place they've put her. She wished I was there with her. She loves me. Not in the way I love her, but she loves me. And that means so much. I've been stupid to disregard it. She doesn't belong in there. My beautiful alive Renee. I see how much more alive she is with Deirdre. I'm happy for her, truly.
I went in to visit her, just to hold her close and, yes, tell her she was beautiful and good and sane and that I would visit again soon. And I shall: tommorrow I will see Renee again. And now I pray to the Lord and Lady to watch over my love until she can once again be safe in my arms.
"Don't look don't look" the shadows breathe
Whispering me away from you
"Don't wake at night to watch her sleep
You know that you will always lose
This trembling
Adored
Tousled bird mad girl... "
But every night I burn
But every night I call your name
Every night I burn
Every night I fall again