Mar 19, 2006 12:04
yea so last nite was definately one of those nites...
and this morning i went to church after sleepin like a total of 45 in my parked car
and it made me realize some things
1)Lately i ve been doubting if i believe in god. but today the sermon was exactly what i needed to hear. so im still not ocmpletely sure if believe that god is real but im beginning to believe in some kinda of fate and destiny
2)Im in love with james barnes...he barely knows me but yet he seems to see right through the facade i put up...he challenges me
3)I think im the cop magnet
4)Last nite was one of those nites that i should probably right down what i did because other wise i wont believe i did any of it....but writing it down makes it real...and im not sure if i want it to be true
5)now i have to tell david cause ive had an ephiany