ffs
It's sunday and I'm just sitting around taking tests all day long, nobody really bothers talking to me, I'm wondering my head off why he didn't play wow for hours, prolly too busy talking to his so-called friends or something, why do I even care. Don't really see the point in all this. I should've remembered I can watch star trek instead a bit ealrier before dinner, bit too late now really, at least I know what to do when I've had dinner.
This is fucking pathetic. I just feel totally shit, but nooo way I go do anything about it eh, just sit around and wait for someone to care about me coz oh noone does, blablabla...
But seriously, I shouldn't talk to him when I said I won't and I just drop the whole fucking deal and we continue this shit relationship, it's better if I actually keep my word for once. Or not... It's anyway his fucking turn to do something, why do I always have to be the bad guy who fixes everything? Maybe I can watch half episode before dinner anyway, I'm sick of staring and this shit screen. And watching everyone else playing games or doing anything else coz I'm too boring to bother about. What a fucking piece of shit.
This is fucking pathetic. I just feel totally shit, but nooo way I go do anything about it eh, just sit around and wait for someone to care about me coz oh noone does, blablabla...
But seriously, I shouldn't talk to him when I said I won't and I just drop the whole fucking deal and we continue this shit relationship, it's better if I actually keep my word for once. Or not... It's anyway his fucking turn to do something, why do I always have to be the bad guy who fixes everything? Maybe I can watch half episode before dinner anyway, I'm sick of staring and this shit screen. And watching everyone else playing games or doing anything else coz I'm too boring to bother about. What a fucking piece of shit.