A short one
He's going home on Friday. Why amn't I happy? Feels like I've forgotten who he is. I've not seen him for so long, who is it again? Why am I waiting for him to come? What do I feel for him? Do I even like him anymore? So many people being nice to me, I don't feel anything for them either. I'm not afraid he's gonna read all this. I'm not surprised if he keeps getting those mails, maybe the hacker said he'd send mails to me if he stops reading his. I still miss York every day though. He's just too stupid sometime. Lets anyone piss him off and ruin his day. Is that what I really want? Which is why I will give him time till Xmas then... Good to know that whatever happens I will still have kt though, I don't think I ever lose him. Sometimes my friends are the best thing in the world