wisper that you love me for my ear is aching
last night feeling thoughs and the such came flowing out of me and unfortunetly they only come out once and its so hard for me to try and bring them out in the first place. i don't it was great thought to actaully talk to some one and have them listen and not say they undertsand some one who was true and didn;t inturrupt and just completely listened but i think last ngiht i spilled my heart out to the wrong people and not because they are not untrustworthy because i feel they are , but they just weren't the people that needed to hear the stuff i said but i doubt i'll be able to come up and put everything into words again like last night.
my head is full but i wonder why my heart isn't. i need help in ways that i haven't even began to comprehend yet.