hush little baby don;t say a word
man now that i think about somany of my ex boyfriends are married or have kids right now and it's really depressing and shit. cause like i've done nothing or maybe thats good considering i'm not even out of high school yet. but i don;t know it seems as though every one of them that that they were going to marry is either or just has a little brat about. i want a little brat about too. man but the most shockingone was the onei just found out about, i had im-ed my ex boyfriend munky and like someone said that he was in the bathroom and they were like well this is his wife would you like to leave a message for him. and i was like wow! his wife, and she was like yeah and we're expecting a baby soon too. so i was like ohmigod naturally. so we started talking about huim and her and i told her that i wanted to see the baby when it comes nd she sounds all nice and everything too. aww i wish the best for them. and i hope he married her for all the right reasons and not just cause she was pregnant. but i don't know it's weird cause like i couldn't imagine mark sleeping with anyone haha. i don;t know it just caught me off guard. i dont; knpow i'm expecting chuck to be like well i got some chick pregnant and then ben going well i'm going to get married. these people just spring these things on me! it's fucking crazy,a nd what crazy story do i have to spring up on people. hmm i stayed home today but last night i went to dennys, and i had coffee! sure sure that really catches people off. wopw i want to get married and i want a child. in that order too i'd hate to have ac hild then get married cause then i would think that he doesn;t love me he just feels as if he had to. crazy shit i swear. i dont; know i'm really tired and i feel like shit and seriously i don;t know is my favorite frase but lately i think i've over used it.