Aug 15, 2007 21:47
school starts monday.
shitfuckcunt.
and I hate girls.
they're fucking fake.
And I'm really fucking insecure.
And sadly, I run in circles again and again.
And I'm trapped in my own emotions.
Oh well. Keep your friends close, and your enemies closer.
Just don't give it away, because your boyfriend will have his eyes on someone else. :(
I had a horrible dream that Tyler cheated on me with this one really pretty girl we know.
&& it sucks.
Because as much as he says he would never leave me, nothing lasts forever.
And then it gets me thinking, and it slowly eats me away on the inside.
&& I start getting paranoid and wierd and act different.
I really hate this feeling.
I'm going to go cut out my heart now and drown it in bleach.
haha, or maybe I'll just be a bitch && not answer his texts/phone calls and see if he even cares ...
he's got me wrapped around his finger a&& he doesn't even know it.