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lately ive been wondering who and what i really am
i wonder if there really are other people like me around
i know there are, i just cant find them
i am constantly wondering weather its just a phase
or weather ill be like this forever
people tell me me that im good looking
but i feel like.if this is so why doesnt any one want me.
i am so attracted to women. but lately i feel like if i were to be with one i would. be scared and not be able to satisfy her even though i know i can.
i just wish i was normal.. totally straight.. no questions
i cant even imagine what thats like
i feel like im gonna cry some times
i know how to fix all this,
but im so not a dominant person,
have been keeping this all pretty quiet
its about time i got it all out
mabe ill feel a bit better bout it all now
scarlett xxxx
oooooh by the way its my birthday in 18 days
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i wonder if there really are other people like me around
i know there are, i just cant find them
i am constantly wondering weather its just a phase
or weather ill be like this forever
people tell me me that im good looking
but i feel like.if this is so why doesnt any one want me.
i am so attracted to women. but lately i feel like if i were to be with one i would. be scared and not be able to satisfy her even though i know i can.
i just wish i was normal.. totally straight.. no questions
i cant even imagine what thats like
i feel like im gonna cry some times
i know how to fix all this,
but im so not a dominant person,
have been keeping this all pretty quiet
its about time i got it all out
mabe ill feel a bit better bout it all now
scarlett xxxx
oooooh by the way its my birthday in 18 days
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee