Can't sleep post

[scarlett_lee]

My brain is too full so I'm going to write some of it down in the hope it will help. Also haven't posted in ages so this can be an update of sorts.

Generally:
Things are fairly good I think but a bit too much uncertainty is pushing me outside my comfort zone. My personal collection of neuroses starts to surface at times like this when I don't feel in

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[scarlett_lee]

Thanks for the comment sweetie :) Hope you most recent trip went ok - can't wait to have a general ctch up because I feel like I've not seen you for ages! The job situation has got a bit more complicated but more promising, I think. County have found me a post as a hospital social worker in sutton in ashfield which I can start (initially as unqualified SWer on lesser wage) in a few weeks (woohoo!) but I'm a bit worried I'll start that then get this other job I'm applying for and piss everyone off by messing them about. The other job is permanent so I feel like I should take it if I get it because then I can get approved for my own mortgage and stop relying on my dad having one on my house which would be amazing. I'm not sure if I need to tell the hospital people if I get an interview or just wait and see whether I'm offered a job first, since I quite possibly won't be then it wouldn't matter anyway. It's hard making all these adult decisions isn't it?!

I have Anja, my new housemate moving in on Friday. Not sure if you've met her but she's lovely. I was thinking maybe it would be nice to have people over for drinks or a barbecue soon. I was waiting until decorating was done but maybe the two could be combined - sort of removing 1 square foot of woodchip earns you 1 vegan sausage or something! Stripping (hehe) would not be mandatory though and I only have a very small bit of woodchip left now anyway. Will let you know if anything gets organised. xxxxxxxxxxx