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Apr 05, 2005 14:53

Turns out my paycheck wasn't for $12 or however much I predicted. Fuckin fantastic.

Meet new people every day! Actually, not new, but I hadn't seen them in a while so their faces are, rather, fresh.
+Paul Lafoon. Word. He told me he was kicked out of CSM so now he's at Foothill. Yay.
+Ugh. Jenna from Irish Dance. This is all I have to say: Gross.

Anyways, if I had balls, would you castrate me? If so, would you therefore castrate me if I got a job at Hot Topic? Because it's lame and for posers? Whatever, fuck you. Someone told me [not so much a reliable source but still] that Hillsdale will welcome a Hot Topic where Pac Sun used to be. That would be awesome because then I wouldn't be driving all the way down to Daly City in a few minutes to buy some fucking keychains. Plus, and this is something I've given much serious thought to, the music kicks my ass. Whenever Logan and I went in there, we always knew what was playing.

As you can see, I'm trying to speak lightly of Logan. I'm still hurt [I don't think I'll ever fully heal] and I'm still kind of mad [describing to Paul today how and why Logan broke up with me caused me to feel rather hostile], but I'd still like to be friends. Perhaps because of these two factors, he doesn't want to be friends with me. But that's lame. We were friends when we were together, so even though all this shit has happened, we can move on and get past that, so why can't we be friends? I dunno.

I have a simple solution to all my guy problems, summed up in one effective word: GIRLFRIEND. Thank goodness I'm bisexual, or else I'd probably kill myself. But too bad there is a lack of girls everywhere who aren't into me. Gah, I need to meet a nice girl.

The FATA "Mercury Rising" binge continues.

I'm feeling very poetic today. Perhaps I'll write later. Hooray for my laptop.

So now that I have money, I'm going to go blow it on shit I don't need. Yay! But I should really save some for my Monroe that I am taking back and for my new tattoo that I keep talking about.

"you rise for the first time in two days to answer, but you can only greet the visitor with one short statement"

♥C
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