the beginning of summer!!
So. I am so spacy. I started writing an entry a while ago, and I must have just clicked out of it and forgotten it completely. Oh well. It was about how annoying my mother wont let me and john be alone because it is "inappropriate" Im like "mom u really cant dictate my life from boston, do u want me to lie to you or do you want to know where I am?" and shes like "i want u to respect my wishes and im like "its unreasonable u cant ruin my summer because of some stupid belief you have, you are supposed to trust me until proven otherwise, and ive never lost your trust. and it went on with me being rational and straightforward and realistic and her thinking that realism and rationalization dont matter and just saying no. She ended up saying shed take it case by case, and I gave her a two-hour-alone scenario and she said "I dont know I'll have to think about it" im like yeah you're a huge help, now when i ask you in real life situations you will so no and ruin my plans, so I might as well just always lie. Only I didnt say that, I just walked away. She pisses me of, because I told her, me and john dont even want to have sex, and we're too smart just to get carried away and shes like "its not about not trusting you or john its about your bodies wants"...which is bullshit. sigh. So I was just informed james' parents are going out of town all week. And guess whos invited?? yeah, that'd be me. and john. good times. me and kristen are excited about it. coolness. Lets seeeeeee......So yesterday was cool. Chilled with John, saw Insomnia, went out to eat, went to johns went to my house. Fun fun. I love John. He rocks. I wish he was better about calling though. sigh. I can feel the fact he is going to not call/call late tomorrow. Im such a bitch, I should trust that he will, but siiigh. I think hes probably going to be hung over. Just a gut feeling. Cuz hes probably still out with the band, yet james was free by 7:30. SO. Yeah. Oh well we will see. Umm today me and erin made the cake for key club, which got ruined several times but turned out alright. A little ugly, but alright. Lets seeeeee. Then me and Amanda rented monsters ball. It was better than I thought it would be. I liked it a lot mostly. YAY! And we made good tofu. Yay vegetarians rock hard. teehee. Well I am off, adios amiga.