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Apr 19, 2004 23:10

so i still have this feeling like i should be with her and then sometimes i feel like being with her is a burden. I don't know what's going on with me. I don't know if we will make it. I keep on telling myself that we will be together, but deep inside I'm not even sure if that's the way it's going to be. It's like she won't even face reality when i tell her that i might not always be there for her. Considering I'm moving to college. I told her to not let me get in the way of her taking care of khloe and being there for her. I also told her to not put me before her school work, which she has been doing lately. I told her that at first I didn't want to go to college cause i wanted to be with her, but i know that this college thing is my one chance and i know it is. So what if we broke up and then i will lose twice as much. Cause i wont have a good education and i wont have her. So i told her i cant gaurentee that we will always be together...end of discussion.

SO THIS REALLY SUCKS. Someone give me advice..i think that would help.

so am i ugly? i think i am.
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