dear you II
wow its been nearly over a year and i can still hear blood thumping in my ears
and feel the tremours that shook my wrists and hands.
i can see the blue that was your eyes
[cutting, cutting into me]
and i also see the way i tried to ignore
the doubts that flashed across your face
[i made them into a trick of the light]
its been a year and i have drank over 284 bottles of spirits and wine
as i lay under stormy waves desperately trying to remember the
way the sun once burnt my pale skin ruby
and how the wind carried the smell of grass and daisy instead of smoke and isolation
its been a year and i still hear the way your voice shook
under your conviction that you'd never regretted it
[i hear your voice frown, the blame shifting to me, to me]
but your eyes, they said it all
[i shouldn't of let this happen]
i never should of wanted
and feel the tremours that shook my wrists and hands.
i can see the blue that was your eyes
[cutting, cutting into me]
and i also see the way i tried to ignore
the doubts that flashed across your face
[i made them into a trick of the light]
its been a year and i have drank over 284 bottles of spirits and wine
as i lay under stormy waves desperately trying to remember the
way the sun once burnt my pale skin ruby
and how the wind carried the smell of grass and daisy instead of smoke and isolation
its been a year and i still hear the way your voice shook
under your conviction that you'd never regretted it
[i hear your voice frown, the blame shifting to me, to me]
but your eyes, they said it all
[i shouldn't of let this happen]
i never should of wanted