Stupid Songs...
It’s that stupid song.
You know that damn one that gets you started.
Your first kiss, his smile, his touch...
And just with a couple of artificial words to make a track you are now sent off into “what if” land.
Isn't that what gets you hooked in the first place?
That's was what made it "our song" that same day we danced under a tree listening to your mp3 player on the corner of the street.
I miss those days.
Now I'm stuck in "what if" land when I really shouldn't be.
I have other places to be, like concentrating in science class, instead of think of you.
It's getting me no where and I know it, yet I'm still doing it.
See I got rid of you for a while.
It's not in my mp3 player to haunt me any more.
No.
But can you answer this question for me?
How can I not bring myself to deleting it off of my computer.
Even though I never listen to it any more it's still there and has no plans of moving from it's place.
See what a predicament this is?
You are gone and yet you have never, for once, left my mind, thoughts and memories.
Even my photo album.
I guess you never saw that coming did you?
Ha, I didn't think so.
And every once in a while, while listening to one of our songs or a song that makes me think of you, I pull out my album and remember.
I some times take my year book out for a read too.
I think the word for this is pathetic.
Yep...