Dec 20, 2005 07:08
I can't believe that it is December 20th already. Where the hell did time go? The bigger question may be, when the hell will spring be back??? I don't normally complain about the cold. In fact I love it. I like being cold, and freezing. I refer that to sweating my ass off, but damn man!!! We haven't had a winter this cold since 1974 I think they were saying. Holy crap. Kick it up about 10 degrees and I would be happy.
As I stop and look at this year that has passed I can't help but stop and think, "that's it???". This is what you have taken 12 months, 365 days to accomplish? What the hell is wrong with you? It upsets me that I think that this past year I don't think I have grown much, hell or even matured. I haven't been able to save a single cent since I became promoted. Too much money has been stuck into my car, unless I can find a newer one that isn't going to change. On the plus side though I did get an offer to buy a Geo Metro. HA HA HA HA. Yes, back to the days of the Festiva. The other day I was having lunch with a friend of mine and she looked at me and one of the first things she said to me was that I was unhappy. Not exactly unhappy just...not sure. This upcoming year I would like to do a whole self-improving regiment. I want my bankruptcy paid off, a better car, and a happier me. I don't think that that is too much to work for. Oh, but how wrong I can be. I should really go outside and start my car, but hell that can wait a minute. Besides, if it doesn't start and I have to wake up Joe to take me, he isn't going to be very happy =)~
I have much more to say on this topic which I will continue with later today. Yeay, I get to go to work and watch surveillance all day. Woot.