HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pip! pip! and falalala fallderol! it's halloween and beth and i are going dancing as everybody and anybody's shoulder angel and shoulder devil! woot! Mark will be a goblin.
well your probably wondering what the hell is going on with me...and if you're not, well i'll tell you anyways.
things are still totally up in the air for me. i temped in boston for a month, but decided i didn't want to work there for very good reasons that are too long and invovled to get into on livejournal. i almost had a place, which i technically could still have. nice people, but the room is no bigger than my bed pretty much...a little nerveracking to commit to your for a year.
so i think i'm back to square one. looking for work in boston or portland wherever i can find some, and then will search for a place to live. i'm getting pretty nervous at this point. sort of wearing out my welcome at most homes and running out of money (though a month of work was good). hoping i can get settled in time for the holidays. that's pretty much my goal. i don't want to be sleeping on couches for thanksgiving and christmas time. that gives me about three weeks to get my shit together. i hate deadlines. i've also increasingly decided to give capitalizing at the beginning of sentences. its working for me.
so that's the update, keep those happy thoughts coming...i'm loving every one. for now, i'm just going to have a fun halloween and keep trying to take things one day at a time in the hopes that one day i'll wake up and things will actually be vaguely settled. i mean technically i have no reason to complain because all opportunities have been my choice to turn away from. so far as awful as i feel i think i'm making some good choices. though who knows? loved ones in my life keep reminding me that right now there are no right or wrong decisions. maybe i should listen to them.
well your probably wondering what the hell is going on with me...and if you're not, well i'll tell you anyways.
things are still totally up in the air for me. i temped in boston for a month, but decided i didn't want to work there for very good reasons that are too long and invovled to get into on livejournal. i almost had a place, which i technically could still have. nice people, but the room is no bigger than my bed pretty much...a little nerveracking to commit to your for a year.
so i think i'm back to square one. looking for work in boston or portland wherever i can find some, and then will search for a place to live. i'm getting pretty nervous at this point. sort of wearing out my welcome at most homes and running out of money (though a month of work was good). hoping i can get settled in time for the holidays. that's pretty much my goal. i don't want to be sleeping on couches for thanksgiving and christmas time. that gives me about three weeks to get my shit together. i hate deadlines. i've also increasingly decided to give capitalizing at the beginning of sentences. its working for me.
so that's the update, keep those happy thoughts coming...i'm loving every one. for now, i'm just going to have a fun halloween and keep trying to take things one day at a time in the hopes that one day i'll wake up and things will actually be vaguely settled. i mean technically i have no reason to complain because all opportunities have been my choice to turn away from. so far as awful as i feel i think i'm making some good choices. though who knows? loved ones in my life keep reminding me that right now there are no right or wrong decisions. maybe i should listen to them.