whoa, it's been a long time
Hello my darlings!
I am dashing in just to let y'all know I won't be going home this weekend, so, no Internet access for lonesome me.
This post is mainly for Dana and maybe Jaime, since Am wll be out in Vegas. (Weeeeeee!!)
So, how are you all?
I am quite fine, given that I am officially into finals now, and every year it gets worse. Every time am sure I hit the bottom I realize I can dig deeper. screw that, I have always known I wasn't a natural for uni, but hey, we're like oil and water now.
Tomorrow it will be four years my boyfriend and I are togeher. Scary, uh? Scary in the sense they don't seem like four years. Heck, how many things you can do in four years? You can start and finish college, you can travel around the world at lears five times, and have five children (one after the other, withou couning twins). But, when i look back they don't look like a long time, and this must man i am happy, I guess. Sure, we had rough moments and I cannot guarantee we won't have them again, but for the moment, I am happy, and most of all I understood this is what i am getting for the moment, and all fears I had for he future can wait.
I am sad I won't be home with him tomorrow, though, and next week it's my mum's B-day and I will probably miss that one as well. I don't feel grand about that, my sister is still in France and surely dad works, and well... mum's not so much into birthdays, but it would be sad to spend it lone, so i will try and get home that day.
In other news... no news, methinks. Can someone tell me why I, who never remember my dreams, can recall every detail of every single one when I'm into finals, and there are always babies in them? babies everywhere, i swear, it's sickening. I don't think I am scared enough of school o secretly wish to quit it and get myself a family. Heck no, not in ten years at least.
Wah!
So, have a nice weekend everyone, I miss you all heaps and heaps, you know it.
I am dashing in just to let y'all know I won't be going home this weekend, so, no Internet access for lonesome me.
This post is mainly for Dana and maybe Jaime, since Am wll be out in Vegas. (Weeeeeee!!)
So, how are you all?
I am quite fine, given that I am officially into finals now, and every year it gets worse. Every time am sure I hit the bottom I realize I can dig deeper. screw that, I have always known I wasn't a natural for uni, but hey, we're like oil and water now.
Tomorrow it will be four years my boyfriend and I are togeher. Scary, uh? Scary in the sense they don't seem like four years. Heck, how many things you can do in four years? You can start and finish college, you can travel around the world at lears five times, and have five children (one after the other, withou couning twins). But, when i look back they don't look like a long time, and this must man i am happy, I guess. Sure, we had rough moments and I cannot guarantee we won't have them again, but for the moment, I am happy, and most of all I understood this is what i am getting for the moment, and all fears I had for he future can wait.
I am sad I won't be home with him tomorrow, though, and next week it's my mum's B-day and I will probably miss that one as well. I don't feel grand about that, my sister is still in France and surely dad works, and well... mum's not so much into birthdays, but it would be sad to spend it lone, so i will try and get home that day.
In other news... no news, methinks. Can someone tell me why I, who never remember my dreams, can recall every detail of every single one when I'm into finals, and there are always babies in them? babies everywhere, i swear, it's sickening. I don't think I am scared enough of school o secretly wish to quit it and get myself a family. Heck no, not in ten years at least.
Wah!
So, have a nice weekend everyone, I miss you all heaps and heaps, you know it.