Just....a rant....
I noticed a few weeks ago, that I had tiny stretch marks on my little pudge of a stomach. I had noticed dime size ones on my love handles...but....why?
Why, after all these years...they grow?
Why, after all these years, when I finally accept myself as a person fitted to be living here...they grow?
Why?
Sure, everyone has them...Women at the thighs, some breasts have them...so why should I worry? THEY'RE ON...MY....STOMACH!
To quote a favorite movie of mine:
"ERICA! I have them too! WE ALL HAVE THEM!"
"But Kim....They're growing!....."
A list.......
I wish my head wasn't so wide...
I wish my head was so wide (from nose to back of skull)
I wish I could lose these extra pounds (I jogged for six months, drank eight glasses of water every day, and lost NOTHING...merely, I could run farther)
I wish I actually had a FUCKING neck! (the back of my head is close to my shoulders...See Chris Benoit..only...not so buff)
I wish my calves weren't so damn bulky (all muscle though...)
NO STRETCH MARKS....EVER....
I wish my forearms weren't so bulky (muscle though...)
I wish my feet weren't so wide (HUGE...Hobbit style)
I wish my chin didn't have a pudge...
I wish my hair wasn't SO DAMN frizzy!
I wish my head never had to have that surgery, so very long ago.
I wish I didn't have body hair (cringe).
Wish my toe nail didn't have to have that surgery, so long ago.
I wish my nice ass would return...
But...this is me....I'm stuck with me...."Body, my holding cell."
I can't escape it. I cannot escape the blatant...I am me. no matter how hard I excercise..this son of a bitch body will not lose weight...I've tried everything...
But this is me...Fuck off if you didn't like my rant...
Why, after all these years...they grow?
Why, after all these years, when I finally accept myself as a person fitted to be living here...they grow?
Why?
Sure, everyone has them...Women at the thighs, some breasts have them...so why should I worry? THEY'RE ON...MY....STOMACH!
To quote a favorite movie of mine:
"ERICA! I have them too! WE ALL HAVE THEM!"
"But Kim....They're growing!....."
A list.......
I wish my head wasn't so wide...
I wish my head was so wide (from nose to back of skull)
I wish I could lose these extra pounds (I jogged for six months, drank eight glasses of water every day, and lost NOTHING...merely, I could run farther)
I wish I actually had a FUCKING neck! (the back of my head is close to my shoulders...See Chris Benoit..only...not so buff)
I wish my calves weren't so damn bulky (all muscle though...)
NO STRETCH MARKS....EVER....
I wish my forearms weren't so bulky (muscle though...)
I wish my feet weren't so wide (HUGE...Hobbit style)
I wish my chin didn't have a pudge...
I wish my hair wasn't SO DAMN frizzy!
I wish my head never had to have that surgery, so very long ago.
I wish I didn't have body hair (cringe).
Wish my toe nail didn't have to have that surgery, so long ago.
I wish my nice ass would return...
But...this is me....I'm stuck with me...."Body, my holding cell."
I can't escape it. I cannot escape the blatant...I am me. no matter how hard I excercise..this son of a bitch body will not lose weight...I've tried everything...
But this is me...Fuck off if you didn't like my rant...