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Hello hello. I am updating to say hello. I have been to work today, wasn't too bad for a saturday, think it was because the football was on. Was at Nigella's flat yesterday while it was on and he turned into a complete mental case, started screaming at the tv and calling everyone wankers, and then when chelsea scored it got even worse, it was fuck this and fuck that and fucking tosser shoot shoot NOOOOOO YOU WANKERRRRRRRRRR and then buried his face in a cushion. And then I made the mistake of saying It's not the end of the world honey, it's only a game.. And then he scowled at me and said No it's not. You don't understand. And then started shouting again. So I went and hid in the kitchen because it all got too scary.
Also managed to get myself scarily drunk the other night. But I really don't want to talk about it because I really did scare myself and I thought I was over that kind of behaviour now, but apparently not. I thought I could start having the odd drink without it getting too bad but it looks like I'll have to give it up again.
Have interviews arranged with the two main competitors, although I had a long talk with Rob yesterday and now there's a chance I could stay. However, will attend both so I can have the full picture. I really want to find out if the grass is greener elsewhere, and I know that if I don't go, the next time I have a bad day where I am, I will always want to quit unless I sort that out in my head.
Just completed Finance Form, and a little application thing for Bath. I start on the 24th September. It will be nice to be an art student again. I feel like I've lost a lot of my artistic confidence this year. Did you guys all send your original passports away to the LA? That seems a little bit risky to me... Anyway around it?
Also managed to get myself scarily drunk the other night. But I really don't want to talk about it because I really did scare myself and I thought I was over that kind of behaviour now, but apparently not. I thought I could start having the odd drink without it getting too bad but it looks like I'll have to give it up again.
Have interviews arranged with the two main competitors, although I had a long talk with Rob yesterday and now there's a chance I could stay. However, will attend both so I can have the full picture. I really want to find out if the grass is greener elsewhere, and I know that if I don't go, the next time I have a bad day where I am, I will always want to quit unless I sort that out in my head.
Just completed Finance Form, and a little application thing for Bath. I start on the 24th September. It will be nice to be an art student again. I feel like I've lost a lot of my artistic confidence this year. Did you guys all send your original passports away to the LA? That seems a little bit risky to me... Anyway around it?