and you can't fight the tears that ain't coming.
Yeah.
Its been almost a month.
So what.
In the past month I've:
almost lost a best friend,
was completely ignored by another,
another started talking to me again,
left alone for the weekend without Jade, Stefani and Crystal,
left out of precious memories that I will never be apart in,
been in total astonishment and overwhelmed with the fact I'm graduating next year,
wishing for summer break more and more each day,
thinking less and less of myself,
and last but not least, scared.
I'm mostly scared of the fact that I'm almost 17 and I'm going to have to make a lot of decisions between this summer and the end of next year. I'm afraid to grow up and start with my life. The older I get, the closer I am to dying, I don't like the feeling.
Its been almost a month.
So what.
In the past month I've:
almost lost a best friend,
was completely ignored by another,
another started talking to me again,
left alone for the weekend without Jade, Stefani and Crystal,
left out of precious memories that I will never be apart in,
been in total astonishment and overwhelmed with the fact I'm graduating next year,
wishing for summer break more and more each day,
thinking less and less of myself,
and last but not least, scared.
I'm mostly scared of the fact that I'm almost 17 and I'm going to have to make a lot of decisions between this summer and the end of next year. I'm afraid to grow up and start with my life. The older I get, the closer I am to dying, I don't like the feeling.