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I can't explain exactly what's going on in my head or the things going on around me. I guess in a way I've started to retreat back into myself, I mean, I never let anyone in to really know my thoughts or feelings about anything. I haven't cried since before I broke up with Anton... even when I got my police report I didn't cry, I just sat there motionless and empty. I still feel what happened and Amanda has gotten me to start going to Turning Point again... I just wish I could graduate now... and get everything over with... and then I couldn't have to deal with my parents the way I have to now...