Okay,let me explain since you seem to think that since you don't know our entire history nothing's true.
Alex & I have been together off and on since 2000. Yes,I have had several journals,but either I mess them up with the layouts or I forget the passwords to them,so I go off & make a new journal.
When I conceived my daughter, Alex & I weren't together. I had broken up with him [out of stupidity], and told him never to contact me again. He contacted me periodically between when we broke up that time and I tried to move on. Meeting a guy I shouldn't have been with - and got pregnant. So no, you're right, my daughter is not Alex's.
Yes, i_r_emoshunul is me. That thing about the supposed "new guy" as all out of confusion just before Alex got out of the marine's on reserve. It was more of a 'fling', nothing happened, and we've all forgotten about it, and have moved on.
As someone mentioned in the 2007weddings community, councelling. Which is something we definitely plan on going through.
Things with us are more complicated as people think they are, mainly because we still don't live close to each other, it's difficult, and it's going to continue to be that way until the kids & I can move to be with him.
Rather then going off about things,why not come to me and ask for simple explantions? My Mom seems to think all we are is a big joke,too, she also doesn't understand how difficult it is to feel bad about what I've done to Alex in the past, but be beyond greatful I still have him in my life, and he's still willing/wanting to be with me & marry me. I don't think many people see how many problem's we've had, or know how much we've been through.
So yeah, we're young. Yeah,I've made a lot of mistakes.And yes,I'm explaining things to you like you asked me to. Rather than run away and not explain nothing at all like a 'fake' would do,I'm sitting here and I'm explaining to you what's gone on. I'd sit here and tell you in a more detailed comment everything that's gone on, and how bad I feel because of it, but it's not going to make me feel any better, so why bother?
So I'm going to leave it at that. You can respond if you'd like,if not, that's fine. But it's always funny how assumptions always pop out of nowhere because somebody doesn't give a stoy-book novel full of explantions.
YEP. She and I got acquainted yesterday, though I've seen her about in xsaltyx's LJ, and then noticed that a couple of my other friends were friended to her.
WE ARE ALL JUST ONE BIG BABYMAKING LIVEJOURNAL ORGY.
I felt like such a dork doing a salute! I requested to join, then like over a week later, I was rejected, but immediately got a comment from a mod saying, whoops.. did that on accident, can you rejoin? and then nothing since. it was like, a month ago. boo!!
Alex & I have been together off and on since 2000.
Yes,I have had several journals,but either I mess them up with the layouts or I forget the passwords to them,so I go off & make a new journal.
When I conceived my daughter, Alex & I weren't together. I had broken up with him [out of stupidity], and told him never to contact me again. He contacted me periodically between when we broke up that time and I tried to move on. Meeting a guy I shouldn't have been with - and got pregnant. So no, you're right, my daughter is not Alex's.
Yes, i_r_emoshunul is me.
That thing about the supposed "new guy" as all out of confusion just before Alex got out of the marine's on reserve. It was more of a 'fling', nothing happened, and we've all forgotten about it, and have moved on.
As someone mentioned in the 2007weddings community, councelling. Which is something we definitely plan on going through.
Things with us are more complicated as people think they are, mainly because we still don't live close to each other, it's difficult, and it's going to continue to be that way until the kids & I can move to be with him.
Rather then going off about things,why not come to me and ask for simple explantions? My Mom seems to think all we are is a big joke,too, she also doesn't understand how difficult it is to feel bad about what I've done to Alex in the past, but be beyond greatful I still have him in my life, and he's still willing/wanting to be with me & marry me. I don't think many people see how many problem's we've had, or know how much we've been through.
So yeah, we're young.
Yeah,I've made a lot of mistakes.And yes,I'm explaining things to you like you asked me to. Rather than run away and not explain nothing at all like a 'fake' would do,I'm sitting here and I'm explaining to you what's gone on. I'd sit here and tell you in a more detailed comment everything that's gone on, and how bad I feel because of it, but it's not going to make me feel any better, so why bother?
So I'm going to leave it at that.
You can respond if you'd like,if not, that's fine.
But it's always funny how assumptions always pop out of nowhere because somebody doesn't give a stoy-book novel full of explantions.
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and there's other typo's in there, but I'm sure you can figure them out.. I'm going on little sleep, excuse me.
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who is 16 and can't keep her legs closed
and lets people prey on her 9-year-old self on the interwebs.
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here is mine!
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WE ARE ALL JUST ONE BIG BABYMAKING LIVEJOURNAL ORGY.
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please, tell me... what's up with the barbie icons among the preggos?
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but apparently, I'm not even cool enough for faking_pregnant.
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