lack of capitalization go
feeling fat. in that "oh my god, are you serious? i didnt look this fat yesterday. i need to lose this why can't i lose this fucking weight" sort of way. it doesnt help that my infatuation for someone has increased greatly recently and i'm always like "he will never ever want to look at me if i'm this fat." and i feel like it's true, i dont think it in a "hm, i should look my best" kind of way. i think it in a "he will not go out with a fat person." kind of way. oh god. what a dickhead i am. anyway.
(writing without my glasses on)
i turned in my childrens book for creative writing called Christopher Cat Joins the Dance Team. i asked mr. rubenstein to take a look at it and he actually really liked it, told me i should clean it up and get it published, and assured me that i'll have some career in writing. it felt really good. that's all i want sometimes. (though i'm sure my lack of caps will get me anywhere soon hurr hurr) and for the newest assignment it's to write funny news articles. mine is called "London detective makes sexual assault claims against diarrhea-ridden park pigeon". i'm the greatest writer, as you can see.
but yeah, i'm really into this boy. in a jittery, depressing, thrilling sort of way. don't know. but it's nice to have someone to kind of slobber over, BESIDES robert downey jr who is obviously not even a realistic choice. ahahaha. my teacher mentioned ally mcbeal, and i said,
"my mom likes ally mcbeal. and i like robert downey jr in ally mcbeal."
"yeah, he's a great actor." said the creative writing teacher.
"among other things" and then i thought of that picture of him shirtless in bed, dear god why why why
anyhow. not making fast progress on that sherlock holmes book. working on it though. i'm about 350 pages in.... out of 1130 D: I'LL JUST RENEW IT
and also getting my driver's permit on friday. only 2 years late but whatever, shit.
(writing without my glasses on)
i turned in my childrens book for creative writing called Christopher Cat Joins the Dance Team. i asked mr. rubenstein to take a look at it and he actually really liked it, told me i should clean it up and get it published, and assured me that i'll have some career in writing. it felt really good. that's all i want sometimes. (though i'm sure my lack of caps will get me anywhere soon hurr hurr) and for the newest assignment it's to write funny news articles. mine is called "London detective makes sexual assault claims against diarrhea-ridden park pigeon". i'm the greatest writer, as you can see.
but yeah, i'm really into this boy. in a jittery, depressing, thrilling sort of way. don't know. but it's nice to have someone to kind of slobber over, BESIDES robert downey jr who is obviously not even a realistic choice. ahahaha. my teacher mentioned ally mcbeal, and i said,
"my mom likes ally mcbeal. and i like robert downey jr in ally mcbeal."
"yeah, he's a great actor." said the creative writing teacher.
"among other things" and then i thought of that picture of him shirtless in bed, dear god why why why
anyhow. not making fast progress on that sherlock holmes book. working on it though. i'm about 350 pages in.... out of 1130 D: I'LL JUST RENEW IT
and also getting my driver's permit on friday. only 2 years late but whatever, shit.