Today's the Day of Silence
I haven't been able to stay silent today though. Besides interviewing with Drew and getting information about the cd signing (By the way I'm going, class be damned. My parents even said it was a smarter choice.) I've just been inside all day.
When I was out in public I had no choice but to speak, but I'm wearing my sticker. Tonight I'm not going to say a word though. Doesn't really make a difference cuz I'll just be in class anyway.
I really wish I still had a best friend sometimes. Not that I don't have a ton of friends or anything, but I don't know. Today I just felt so cheated.
I started with Drew, we sent out my resume to four places (closest we could get, which in most cases wasn't very...) and it was a pretty nice interview. I wanted to call someone just to say "Well guess how the interview went". Nothing earth shattering, but I just really wanted someone to talk to. I don't really have any "Just because" friends to call anymore. Then I decided to go down to Highland and see about the Avril cd/signing. Got my wrist band (WOO!) and the cd, which is great. And the signing starts at 6:30 pm but I'll be there around 5:30. The guy said it was best. He said I should just show up and hang out whenever which sounds like a good idea. Like when I'm bored just walk over there and wander or something. I'm sure the line will already be formed early in the day. At least I sort of hope. I'm kind of hoping they'll start lining up whenever I arrive so I'll be early on in there. Except Paige is calling when she can come. The issue being I don't want her to come all the way out here to not be able to join me in line. I don't know how it's going to work. I told her I'd move to wherever she had to stand. To be honest, I don't know if that'll happen. I'm sort of hoping she either calls and says she'll show up way early or that she'll just have to work late.
But that was another deal. I have the wrist band and I was soooo happy about that. Nobody to call. I had to call home and leave a message. Not that that's such a bad thing, but I kind of would've wanted someone to actually respond and emote to my phone call.
So I listened to the cd and watched the dvd with it (deluxe version cuz I rule like that) and I get a call from one of the studios. It was the one I was the least excited about and the 3rd furthest away (remember this is out of four places). He asked about an interview and I just happen to not be available for that commute till a week from today. He made me feel horrible about it. "How is this going to affect your interning if you're this busy?" "It's just this week. The next two weeks I only have class two days and then my schedule lets up completely." "Hm. Well I guess give me a call Wednesday." I was so upset about that that I forgot the name of the guy who called. Meaning I have to ask Drew when I see him Friday.
Mom told me that wasn't that big of a deal. I'm just worried the next phone call will be from the one the whole seven miles away rather than just six.
I want to work for Post Logic. I mean intern. As much as I want to end up in Studio City for Universal I'm not there yet. I want to finish interning and move to Studio City. So I guess the Studio City job really makes sense if I can get hired after my hours. But...
Post Logic, see, is the closest. It's a very short distance away and I already know a car's not an issue. Though they'll want me to drive the company car for runs which really scares me. But I keep telling myself that's not a big deal. That's where I want to go. I want to worry about Studio City when I can move there and when I can afford a car.
All the same, I'm hoping no one else calls today. Tomorrow before I go, fine. But not today. There's still a good chance cuz it's only 4:30. But I'm not ready to take any calls but from Post Logic. That's the only place I'll be able to say "Yes, I can come in tomorrow anytime before 5:30 pm." Well I know Fortitude won't call. Not for another week. That scares me. If no one else calls I basically have no choice but to call them back and interview.
I absolutely hate job searching. I mean career searching really. I'm not talking about money to tied me over kind of job. I need to end up being hired soon as possible so I can relax and just have a studio to work at.
I should check out those other places we saw. I don't know why I haven't. I guess I'm just not in a mood to move.
Maybe Post Logic will call tomorrow morning and ask me to come in at noon. I can handle that no question.
I don't get my mood today. I was ok until Fortitude called. Those bastards. Why couldn't they have been Post Logic? Why!!!! I mean then I'd just be on fricken cloud 9 right now.
When I was out in public I had no choice but to speak, but I'm wearing my sticker. Tonight I'm not going to say a word though. Doesn't really make a difference cuz I'll just be in class anyway.
I really wish I still had a best friend sometimes. Not that I don't have a ton of friends or anything, but I don't know. Today I just felt so cheated.
I started with Drew, we sent out my resume to four places (closest we could get, which in most cases wasn't very...) and it was a pretty nice interview. I wanted to call someone just to say "Well guess how the interview went". Nothing earth shattering, but I just really wanted someone to talk to. I don't really have any "Just because" friends to call anymore. Then I decided to go down to Highland and see about the Avril cd/signing. Got my wrist band (WOO!) and the cd, which is great. And the signing starts at 6:30 pm but I'll be there around 5:30. The guy said it was best. He said I should just show up and hang out whenever which sounds like a good idea. Like when I'm bored just walk over there and wander or something. I'm sure the line will already be formed early in the day. At least I sort of hope. I'm kind of hoping they'll start lining up whenever I arrive so I'll be early on in there. Except Paige is calling when she can come. The issue being I don't want her to come all the way out here to not be able to join me in line. I don't know how it's going to work. I told her I'd move to wherever she had to stand. To be honest, I don't know if that'll happen. I'm sort of hoping she either calls and says she'll show up way early or that she'll just have to work late.
But that was another deal. I have the wrist band and I was soooo happy about that. Nobody to call. I had to call home and leave a message. Not that that's such a bad thing, but I kind of would've wanted someone to actually respond and emote to my phone call.
So I listened to the cd and watched the dvd with it (deluxe version cuz I rule like that) and I get a call from one of the studios. It was the one I was the least excited about and the 3rd furthest away (remember this is out of four places). He asked about an interview and I just happen to not be available for that commute till a week from today. He made me feel horrible about it. "How is this going to affect your interning if you're this busy?" "It's just this week. The next two weeks I only have class two days and then my schedule lets up completely." "Hm. Well I guess give me a call Wednesday." I was so upset about that that I forgot the name of the guy who called. Meaning I have to ask Drew when I see him Friday.
Mom told me that wasn't that big of a deal. I'm just worried the next phone call will be from the one the whole seven miles away rather than just six.
I want to work for Post Logic. I mean intern. As much as I want to end up in Studio City for Universal I'm not there yet. I want to finish interning and move to Studio City. So I guess the Studio City job really makes sense if I can get hired after my hours. But...
Post Logic, see, is the closest. It's a very short distance away and I already know a car's not an issue. Though they'll want me to drive the company car for runs which really scares me. But I keep telling myself that's not a big deal. That's where I want to go. I want to worry about Studio City when I can move there and when I can afford a car.
All the same, I'm hoping no one else calls today. Tomorrow before I go, fine. But not today. There's still a good chance cuz it's only 4:30. But I'm not ready to take any calls but from Post Logic. That's the only place I'll be able to say "Yes, I can come in tomorrow anytime before 5:30 pm." Well I know Fortitude won't call. Not for another week. That scares me. If no one else calls I basically have no choice but to call them back and interview.
I absolutely hate job searching. I mean career searching really. I'm not talking about money to tied me over kind of job. I need to end up being hired soon as possible so I can relax and just have a studio to work at.
I should check out those other places we saw. I don't know why I haven't. I guess I'm just not in a mood to move.
Maybe Post Logic will call tomorrow morning and ask me to come in at noon. I can handle that no question.
I don't get my mood today. I was ok until Fortitude called. Those bastards. Why couldn't they have been Post Logic? Why!!!! I mean then I'd just be on fricken cloud 9 right now.