To Life
It's been three weeks... As much as I know I can and have stood on my own I'm happy that Jeff has been here with me.
I've been trying to slip back into my normal life but it's hard to. To many times when I'm alone here I start to get up to check on mom... I've lost count of the number of times I've been making food and though "oh I should see if mom wants..." and then had to go back to my room and cry.
This is hard but it's part of life.
School is almost out and War will be here soon! I'm looking forward to it. I'm going up Thursday afternoon and then Jeff is coming up Friday evening, with the rest of the stuff. I'm ready for a little vacation.
I don't think I posted about that on here... I'm dating again. His name is Jeff, and he is a wonderful guy. I enjoy spending time with him and he has stuck through a very hard time with me. This all hit when we had been dating for less then two months.
I should be on here more writing it out and finding ways to deal with this pain but I don't know if I can.
Maybe once finals and war have passed.
I've been trying to slip back into my normal life but it's hard to. To many times when I'm alone here I start to get up to check on mom... I've lost count of the number of times I've been making food and though "oh I should see if mom wants..." and then had to go back to my room and cry.
This is hard but it's part of life.
School is almost out and War will be here soon! I'm looking forward to it. I'm going up Thursday afternoon and then Jeff is coming up Friday evening, with the rest of the stuff. I'm ready for a little vacation.
I don't think I posted about that on here... I'm dating again. His name is Jeff, and he is a wonderful guy. I enjoy spending time with him and he has stuck through a very hard time with me. This all hit when we had been dating for less then two months.
I should be on here more writing it out and finding ways to deal with this pain but I don't know if I can.
Maybe once finals and war have passed.