Oct 19, 2008 12:08
So, its his birthday today.
...and if you refer back to 19th Oct 2005.. its also the day, that, the thing happened with Leon.
Wow, what a rubbish day.
I'm really hoping Amy's mother will lend her the money to go out with me and Rox.
The more the merrier.
Like I said to Marsha last night.. I thought this would kill me, but I feel okay.
I think he's seeing someone though, shes really ugly! Well, not so much ugly, just plain and boring. Ordinary. Unlike me. Fair play to him, if he likes boring, he's not good enough for me.
Oh this false happpines is rubbish.
I have to go for a scan pretty soon, the doctor was all spinning out because of the bleeding. He says 'do a test this weekend' my money has gone on vets bills.. sorreh!
No stronger antidepressants either.. I'm on above the maximum dose so he cant increase it any more.
Congrats Shorney and Lindsey. :)
I'm going for a fag.