doomed

Nov 09, 2003 12:27

I woke up in the morning, curled around her, content and happy. She was the world, my goddess, my everything. And here I was, once again bearing something so evil and worthless within my womb. It would ruin it all.

I got up quietly without waking her and showered, washing away the dirt and stink of him. I put on clean clothes that I'd brought over from my dorm room, half tempted to tell her I was moving in but not wanting to scare her, yet. I brushed my hair out, the wet length lying flat on my back, so I braided it, pinned it up on my head.

I went back into the bedroom and sat on the edge of her bed, hand on her shoulder. "Come on, honey, get up." I smiled, she was so pretty when she slept and I was waking her for such a bad thing. I only wished my car hadn't been totaled so that we could take it. We'd have to go to LA, at least I knew the clinic there, knew that they'd take real good care of me.

I smiled slightly to myself, though. I'd be able to get a brand new car with the insurance money, as soon as the check got here. I was suddenly very glad that I'd reported it as soon as I could.
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