Sep 03, 2004 23:05
ugh i hate today.
its friday, i love fridays, i hated today.
school was alright. saw michelle havnt seen her since we both stopped working at the greenhouse.
i forgot she even went to township.
i dont know why but when i see tom in school it comforts me.
i mean all we do is say hi- but hes like the only "older" familar face.
found out today that my bus is always going to get us from school at 3:30. school ends at 2:50. fuck that. beth jabs drove me home today. that bus ride is bull.
so then by th time i got home i had like an hour to sit home and feel miserable before i had to go meet tiney at the mall.
felt miserable the whole time i was there- didnt really show it until the end of the night.
i only wanted to really see a selected few tonight.
one of which being MARTINI. who didnt go. gr to him.
and everyone who did go were all in real shitty moods.
exsept for evan. i found him to be quite chipper when me and claire went in to say hi.
and thought i looked completely different.
tonight sucked.
i miss my friends.
i havnt seen martin in forever.
i havnt gone shopping with lyssa in like a week. lol
i hate that all my friends love MHS.
i hate that im not in MHS.
ah i hate high school. i hope it dies.
o yea, and i lvoe claire and tiney.