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I cannot begin to describe how purposeless I feel right now. The classes I'm taking this semester are not work-heavy at all, plus Kohl's has decided to cut back on my hours (I think they're trying to fire me very slowly and politely). I'm left with vast spaces of free time that I could use to clean, or better myself, or do the little homework I have....but I just end up bored in front of my computer. It's like I can't stop my downward spiral into becoming a vegetable. Even as I'm writing this I'm being distracted by Chicago, which is on VH1 for some reason.
I feel like I'm just at school because last semester my parents told me that taking time off was a bad idea. I wish I'd just said "fuck it," gotten in my car and driven until I couldn't see Wisconsin anymore. I still want to do that. But the way things are right now, I feel like I should just lay face-down on the floor until next year. Maybe I will grow mold.
I feel like I'm just at school because last semester my parents told me that taking time off was a bad idea. I wish I'd just said "fuck it," gotten in my car and driven until I couldn't see Wisconsin anymore. I still want to do that. But the way things are right now, I feel like I should just lay face-down on the floor until next year. Maybe I will grow mold.