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omg i'm so upset. so depressed. so frustrated. i'm not like depressed but i'm so stressed and so fucking frustrated.
my fucking computer has a virus. this means that everything is already fucked up. but noooo, mom and dad just HAD to fuck it up even more. they just HAD to try to fix it right when i had some important documents that i can never recover on them. it was my favorite entry i'd ever written in my diary. my electronic, non-lj diary. the best written and the ones i wanted to remember.
i'm so close to just leaving everyone and thing. i'm so close.
i can't come in contact w/ anybody. my fucking email on THIS computer is so fucked up and it just doesnt' work the same as the other computer, meaning it's cutting off my social life completely.
i want to talk to people and i can't. it's horrible. it's one of the most horrible things.
i can't breathe.
i can't breathe.
i can't breathe.
my fucking computer has a virus. this means that everything is already fucked up. but noooo, mom and dad just HAD to fuck it up even more. they just HAD to try to fix it right when i had some important documents that i can never recover on them. it was my favorite entry i'd ever written in my diary. my electronic, non-lj diary. the best written and the ones i wanted to remember.
i'm so close to just leaving everyone and thing. i'm so close.
i can't come in contact w/ anybody. my fucking email on THIS computer is so fucked up and it just doesnt' work the same as the other computer, meaning it's cutting off my social life completely.
i want to talk to people and i can't. it's horrible. it's one of the most horrible things.
i can't breathe.
i can't breathe.
i can't breathe.