May 23, 2004 15:10
ok, so i'm a wee freaked out now...
i have this thing where i always look at the clock at 12:34. whether at night or morning. or even at 2:34. while watching a dvd the other night, i looked at the display to see how far i was into it, and it was at 12 min 34 seconds. i mean what made me look at that second?
when i was researching for our last gd project, i came across this site that was saying that numbers you see repeatedly are actually messages from your guardian angel. i thought that was kinda dumb. i'm like, ok what could my 'guardian angel' be telling me?
so today as i was talking to my mom we discussed this (i'd looked at the clock at 2:34). she said, "maybe it's daria. maybe she's your guardian angel." daria is my mom's sister who died when she was 11. my mom was 17. so i said, "but what's 12:34?" she goes, "well, she died around 12:30." .... ahhh. so i said, are you sure? "yeah, i was there.... ask nan." i told her to ask her and she said, "i'm sure it was around 12:30! i don't need to ask her." meanwhile i'm just totally freaked out. i mean, what if that really is why i look at 12:34 all the time?! is this just so i know that she's looking out for me? i mean woah... i'm so totally freaked out....
weird