Alone again!
So my mom left today after a three day visit. It was so nice to see her. Its been it feels like forever since i have seen her. I was happy to get 3 days off from work as well. But if you ARE getting calls everyday of those 3 days from your AGM (ASSinstant General Mgr) about NEXT weeks schedule. Then i don't think it was a restful and complete vaca. Yeah i couldn't of turned my phone off or not answer it but i am one of those people who CAN"T sit in a room and let the phone ring it absolutly kills me. Anyhow the whole damn schedule is such a mess cause the overnight guy left due to him asking way too much from the Company and ME taking his position. So i now am the NEW Night Auditor for the Hampton Inn. I work 11pm-7am Every day tues-sat. And i had got myfirst raise in feb. But now i just got another pay raise of 2 whole dollars. WEE. I hope that i can NOW from that extra get a car and into a apt. OF MY OWN. I want to decorate and have my own place to do as i please and not have to worry about cleaning the damn toilet seat EVERYtime i go to the Bathroom. Anyhow i miss my mom already. As soon as i get into a apt, have a car and a job with some savings (pretty much on my feet) i am going to start to decrease off my methadone. My friends have been on it for 6 years and i feel are never going to get off it so i dont want to be dependant on methadone forever. If it doesn't work i will get back on with NO hesitation. Anyhow i got some free certificates tonight from work for free stays at some nice hotels. I hope now that i work at night i can get the time off to stay. anyhow off to finish my night and then to spend the 1st night in my BED in 3 nights i can't wait.