Ponderings of a fungus in the corner...
For a long time now, I have found it extremely hard to get motivated for any productive activities in my life. Even now, I strain to type the words of this post, simply because I'm unable to shake off the cobwebs of fatigue that impede my mind from forming good, articulated sentences. If you're thinking at this point, "is Juan turning into a vegetable?", I honestly don't blame you. It makes me wonder, though, how people get the motivation to do certain things in their life, whether it be getting drunk at a party, studying regularly throughout the week, going to church, etc. Worst of all, I don't know what the hell made me such a vegetable, as if my motivation and self-esteem just decided to walk out on me one day without warning.
There's a way I might be able to fix that though. All my life, I've been like a floating ghost, looking on in wonder and amazement at the lives of the people around me, as if their lives were far more interesting than my own. Perhaps it's time I turned that tendency of mine into something truly productive. I want to know what motivates every person who reads this post to better themselves and, even more still, what helps them keep at it every day, despite the grind of life. I really encourage feedback on this one, I could really use it.
'Till next time,
Juan
There's a way I might be able to fix that though. All my life, I've been like a floating ghost, looking on in wonder and amazement at the lives of the people around me, as if their lives were far more interesting than my own. Perhaps it's time I turned that tendency of mine into something truly productive. I want to know what motivates every person who reads this post to better themselves and, even more still, what helps them keep at it every day, despite the grind of life. I really encourage feedback on this one, I could really use it.
'Till next time,
Juan