I know It is Over
Update on my Fuckered up relationship Status.
I know it is Over. We spoke about Divorce. It needs to Happen.
She told me she still Loves me, and I know I still Love her. Thinking about it Hurts like nothing has in a long time. Our crazy philosophical values are in accord on this... How can people who refuse to believe the government should regulate relationships actually have a legally binding relationship? Should it not just be bound in Morals and Values?
Morals and Values.... that were Entirely about Honesty and Open-ness. I have not Hidden My Actions here in Norfolk. I do not take great pains to hide them on the internet. Any of our old Mutual friends can contact her and rat me out whenever they want. If She asks, I will answer honestly.
So yeah her Myspace is Dead, no activity, no new posts, bulletins etc... Did she move on to Facebook? She says she is never online there either. The beauty of face book is it is harder to stalk someone unless you are friends with them. Can't see photo's and messages unless they are made public. She won't take my friend request, that tells me she is hiding something on her facebook rather than scrub it clean. I might be slightly Paranoid but I am not fucking retarded. So she either doesn't want him to know we still talk and still say I love you.... or she doesn't want me to know for sure that there is a him. I just don't care ...Well Don't care is inaccurate... Crave closure Honesty and transparency. Go to him... Go to Your Peter keating While I work in this Stone Quarry. Perhaps someday we will stand atop the skyscraper staring at the sunset. Perhaps you will find yourself Happy with a Gail Wynand and I will find Myself a Dagne Taggart and Move on to a Different Story. Either Way I still Find Value in you.
Apparently a Mutual Friend of ours told her about Who I am now... and How disgusting she thinks I am. Sorry to disappoint kid. She told me what you said to her... it was the focal point of an argument. I forgive and Forget, I don't Care. I still Love you too. I still Miss you and would love to hang out and catch up again.
I know it is Over. We spoke about Divorce. It needs to Happen.
She told me she still Loves me, and I know I still Love her. Thinking about it Hurts like nothing has in a long time. Our crazy philosophical values are in accord on this... How can people who refuse to believe the government should regulate relationships actually have a legally binding relationship? Should it not just be bound in Morals and Values?
Morals and Values.... that were Entirely about Honesty and Open-ness. I have not Hidden My Actions here in Norfolk. I do not take great pains to hide them on the internet. Any of our old Mutual friends can contact her and rat me out whenever they want. If She asks, I will answer honestly.
So yeah her Myspace is Dead, no activity, no new posts, bulletins etc... Did she move on to Facebook? She says she is never online there either. The beauty of face book is it is harder to stalk someone unless you are friends with them. Can't see photo's and messages unless they are made public. She won't take my friend request, that tells me she is hiding something on her facebook rather than scrub it clean. I might be slightly Paranoid but I am not fucking retarded. So she either doesn't want him to know we still talk and still say I love you.... or she doesn't want me to know for sure that there is a him. I just don't care ...Well Don't care is inaccurate... Crave closure Honesty and transparency. Go to him... Go to Your Peter keating While I work in this Stone Quarry. Perhaps someday we will stand atop the skyscraper staring at the sunset. Perhaps you will find yourself Happy with a Gail Wynand and I will find Myself a Dagne Taggart and Move on to a Different Story. Either Way I still Find Value in you.
Apparently a Mutual Friend of ours told her about Who I am now... and How disgusting she thinks I am. Sorry to disappoint kid. She told me what you said to her... it was the focal point of an argument. I forgive and Forget, I don't Care. I still Love you too. I still Miss you and would love to hang out and catch up again.