Barfdayness!
Lo all...
Big thankies to everyone who wished me a happy day yesterday, whether via LJ, MSN, WoW, text or missed phone call...you are all amazing people and I love you all dearly.
Bit of an odd day truth be told. I only opened my presents a few hours ago - yes I am well aware it is now most definitely not my birthday, but yesterday was a bit of a disaster. I was well and truly in a black mood - spent most of the day in bed, didn't answer my phone, wouldn't open my presents...cried a lot...I was in one of those black pits kind of things. It was truly horrible - worst birthday ever...Mikey did his best bless him - he bought me breakfast tea and bacon, he kept trying to make me laugh, never pushing, always gentle...but I wasn't having any of it. It's weird because today I woke up in an ace mood and went downstairs, had tea, laughed, hugged, told silly jokes, and opened my gifts. I got way more than I expected and in all honesty deserved...even the doggies bought me a gift ;)...I kept crying but this time it was happiness I guess *smiles* Mikey and his family are truly amazing people and I consider myself blessed to know them. But its like I said to Joan (Mikey's mum) after I'd opened them...it could have been sacks of coal and I'd still be happy because of the thought.
I will be making personal thank yous and apologies for snubbings (from me) and for birthday wishes (from you lot) as and when I see/hear/type to you all...love to everyone and don't worry about me - today I am bouncing off the walls and in a great mood - one of those true "I can do anything!" moods - so that's good at least :D
Laters all! *waves and dances*
Big thankies to everyone who wished me a happy day yesterday, whether via LJ, MSN, WoW, text or missed phone call...you are all amazing people and I love you all dearly.
Bit of an odd day truth be told. I only opened my presents a few hours ago - yes I am well aware it is now most definitely not my birthday, but yesterday was a bit of a disaster. I was well and truly in a black mood - spent most of the day in bed, didn't answer my phone, wouldn't open my presents...cried a lot...I was in one of those black pits kind of things. It was truly horrible - worst birthday ever...Mikey did his best bless him - he bought me breakfast tea and bacon, he kept trying to make me laugh, never pushing, always gentle...but I wasn't having any of it. It's weird because today I woke up in an ace mood and went downstairs, had tea, laughed, hugged, told silly jokes, and opened my gifts. I got way more than I expected and in all honesty deserved...even the doggies bought me a gift ;)...I kept crying but this time it was happiness I guess *smiles* Mikey and his family are truly amazing people and I consider myself blessed to know them. But its like I said to Joan (Mikey's mum) after I'd opened them...it could have been sacks of coal and I'd still be happy because of the thought.
I will be making personal thank yous and apologies for snubbings (from me) and for birthday wishes (from you lot) as and when I see/hear/type to you all...love to everyone and don't worry about me - today I am bouncing off the walls and in a great mood - one of those true "I can do anything!" moods - so that's good at least :D
Laters all! *waves and dances*