DONE WITH HIGHSCHOOL..time for confession
oh god i just lost it during the last few minutes before the last bell rang at senior sit-out today. im sorry u guys saw me cry like that.. taking that group photo just made me realize its one of the very last times all of us will be together like that, caught in a moment between childhood and adulthood. for some reason im just in shock that i made it through highschool... doing or not doing the things i did..and im still normal and healthy and alive.
i never got high
i never got drunk
i never got detention
i never got iss
i never got yelled at by a procter
i was never called into the principals
i have never had an 'f'
i never got into a physical fight
i never got into a car wreck
i never ditched a day i wasnt excused for
and yeah that sounds pathetic..but i make up for all the things i missed out in through alot of other shit i did, and i guess ill just put it out in the open
we all know im sexually active by now
i invited a man from online to come live in my hometown
i have cheated on 80% of my bf's
i have been turned in to the FBI
i shoplifted...very often
i peed on a gravestone..twice
i had three boyfriends at one time
and there is alot more i wont post cuz i honestly dont think anyone who i want to read this reads this..and some stuff i have done..believe it or not.. its much worse than above. quite frankly i think i did some more original shit than most highschoolers... im going to hell arnt i?
take this update as a notice that i really dont care what u think of me.. i got friends that will love me for who i am, i got a bf who hopefully likes how evil i can get, and my parents have just given up.
but w/ the last day of school and my birthday and graduation and summer and moving to the perfect school has become like winning the lotto, i have a great man to chill with [and more] during the summer, and then i get to go off and paint nonstop for four years. sounds like a fairy tale.
i miss u guys already.. is that pathetic?
i never got high
i never got drunk
i never got detention
i never got iss
i never got yelled at by a procter
i was never called into the principals
i have never had an 'f'
i never got into a physical fight
i never got into a car wreck
i never ditched a day i wasnt excused for
and yeah that sounds pathetic..but i make up for all the things i missed out in through alot of other shit i did, and i guess ill just put it out in the open
we all know im sexually active by now
i invited a man from online to come live in my hometown
i have cheated on 80% of my bf's
i have been turned in to the FBI
i shoplifted...very often
i peed on a gravestone..twice
i had three boyfriends at one time
and there is alot more i wont post cuz i honestly dont think anyone who i want to read this reads this..and some stuff i have done..believe it or not.. its much worse than above. quite frankly i think i did some more original shit than most highschoolers... im going to hell arnt i?
take this update as a notice that i really dont care what u think of me.. i got friends that will love me for who i am, i got a bf who hopefully likes how evil i can get, and my parents have just given up.
but w/ the last day of school and my birthday and graduation and summer and moving to the perfect school has become like winning the lotto, i have a great man to chill with [and more] during the summer, and then i get to go off and paint nonstop for four years. sounds like a fairy tale.
i miss u guys already.. is that pathetic?