Work and mind state

[scaredyboots]

Yesterday I was faced with the prospect of a horrible piece of typing work; to be conducted in a busy, noisy pub in leicester square on premier night, with no powerpoint to plug my laptop into so she was goin to conk out any minute. I was extremely worried about this. It was rather straining, particularyh when all the laptops i could lay my paws on

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[downybearded1]

You definately need a hug. If it's any consolation I know exactly how you feel although I tend to get anxious about other things it still sounds fundamentally similar. If ever you need to talk about things or hang out and just have fun I'll be here for you. Someone told me that although CBT doesn't always work, usually you need to shop around a lot before finding someone who will deliver it in a way that will actually help, it couldn't hurt giving it a go. Just don't beat yourself up for quitting, perhaps last time simply wasn't the right time for you.

Either which way, I think you're a strong person (kinda admire you for that). I'm sure you'll be fine without your pills and wont need them anymore eventually. I have a lot of confidence in your ability, and I know finding work is stressful at the moment, but I'm really proud of you. You're writing in Physics journals I actually read now!

Perhaps you should come over and we can go to that chocolate shop and look at the art shop across the street sometime? You can show me your kitty earrings if you've made them yet? *hugs*