Curiousity Killed the Libido
So I gave in to my curiousness today and went out with Nick for a little while. He and I went to the mall for some school-clothes shopping. Matt was angry at first and told me to grow up, but about five minutes before I left he called me back. He was like, "Okay, go and have fun but be careful, call me if you need me."
So I went and wasted three hours of my life. I mean Nick's not a bad guy but the conversation was dull. In the end, I bought three pairs of EXTREMELY COMFORTABLE khakis, reacquainted with a lovely friend from Hannan who has since gotten married and had a baby, and ... that's about it. I spent money and hugged someone.
The short-lived going-out-with-a-guy-who-might-like-me experience just made me appreciate Matthew more. On a friendly level, he is my best friend. Our conversation is never dull, I can touch on almost any subject with him and know that it won't offend him, I can be myself and know that he'll still laugh with me and love me. On an intimate level, he is a spectacular boyfriend and, although sometimes I don't treat him as well as I should, he's stuck by me no matter what. I can trust him with everything -- most importantly, myself.
I would continue this post if only 3 people weren't IMing me. Ah well. Basic idea: Matthew r0x0rs my b0xorz and I will always remain faithful to him, always! Never will I look the other way at a hot man or woman!
PS: ZELDA HAS BEEN DELAYED UNTIL MARCH 2006. My life is over.
So I went and wasted three hours of my life. I mean Nick's not a bad guy but the conversation was dull. In the end, I bought three pairs of EXTREMELY COMFORTABLE khakis, reacquainted with a lovely friend from Hannan who has since gotten married and had a baby, and ... that's about it. I spent money and hugged someone.
The short-lived going-out-with-a-guy-who-might-like-me experience just made me appreciate Matthew more. On a friendly level, he is my best friend. Our conversation is never dull, I can touch on almost any subject with him and know that it won't offend him, I can be myself and know that he'll still laugh with me and love me. On an intimate level, he is a spectacular boyfriend and, although sometimes I don't treat him as well as I should, he's stuck by me no matter what. I can trust him with everything -- most importantly, myself.
I would continue this post if only 3 people weren't IMing me. Ah well. Basic idea: Matthew r0x0rs my b0xorz and I will always remain faithful to him, always! Never will I look the other way at a hot man or woman!
PS: ZELDA HAS BEEN DELAYED UNTIL MARCH 2006. My life is over.