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yeah. more procrastonation. well, more like the complete inability to even think about doing a paper. I open the file, look at it for a few minutes, and just go 'i cant fucking do this' and go do something useless and time wasteing.
but i managed to tell my mom how i felt. well, more like write her a note because every time i tried to tell her i would just freeze up. for some reason i don't like asking for any sort of help any more. but whatever. i'm gunna go see dr susa (my primary) wednesday, hopefully. and maybe my professors will take pity on me. or maybe not, but either way i'll find a way to manage.
*sigh* now im going off to stuff my face with fried rice and try and make it to lvl100 in this big evil optional dungeon in bevielle or whatever in ffx2. *sigh* 60 and counting. gah. its taken me like a week to get this far, but im more than half way there, yay!
but i managed to tell my mom how i felt. well, more like write her a note because every time i tried to tell her i would just freeze up. for some reason i don't like asking for any sort of help any more. but whatever. i'm gunna go see dr susa (my primary) wednesday, hopefully. and maybe my professors will take pity on me. or maybe not, but either way i'll find a way to manage.
*sigh* now im going off to stuff my face with fried rice and try and make it to lvl100 in this big evil optional dungeon in bevielle or whatever in ffx2. *sigh* 60 and counting. gah. its taken me like a week to get this far, but im more than half way there, yay!