Nov 30, 2006 19:59
well, here whats going on i now worship the god of procrastination, i have not been feeling well having severe headaches that wont go away. I have an insurmantable amount of work to accomplish on top of family drama i dont want to discuss. I am very single.i have gotten used to being alone because not sure if thats good or bad. i work to much at a job i hate that my mother wont let me leave.. On the brighter side i am quiting smoking and for once in my life i am doing it for me not for anyone esle. i feel its time to give it up, other things can solve my problems like sleep and more work plus i dont feel the need to do something that hurts me anymore..i know nothing can solve my problems so i just deal with them by myself confiding in no one.. i dont need ciggerettes or tears.. talk about being all grown up...