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[scarednlostdre]

I definetly woke up angry. It doesnt help that i went to sleep crying then got woken up by my mother flipping out on someone on the fone. Now im trying to think of all the things i could do to get back at matt. Im going to be a good girl and not do them but i want to so bad. i wish his parents knew all the stuff he did like sneaking me into there house when they werent there as in for the night, skipping school, and drinking. But i wont say anything to anyone. Im soo annoyed by his away messages. he thinks just because hes in college and playing football that he is special and better then everyone esle. come on who would write doing important things in like all there away messages unless there a big unempathetic egotistical pig. when he probly just doing football crap which is crap cause all he does is complain about it and will never help him in the real world to say ohh im a big football tackler but i cant write a setnence or read a book, or hes in the shower masturbarting because he is a disgusting pig..
what other insults could i come up with. im going to stop now cause this isnt helping and i still feel horrible... basically im done i give up on realtionships, and i guess he is out of my life forever which is what he wants..it just hurt soo much and i need to make it stop! I was doing ok till he imed me yesterday and then it all started again
hopefully i will have a better day at work yesterday i left crying because my manager was being a dink and a spider almost fell om my head because management hasnt let me clean out the booth like ive been asking to for months.. ohh well 2 weeks and im gone and not looking back