my effing head
so monday I had to break plans because of a migraine.
I had to take migraine meds yesterday morning in hopes that i could nip it and go out- I had to break those plans too.
then the damn thing finally went away, (after a few hours and two doses of imetrex). Then, after about an hour and a half, it came back! no shit, so I took more meds...
then I woke up at 2 am, in unbeleiveable pain, crying (which only makes it worse). I called my mom. I considered going to the hospital, which i've never done. I didn't go becuase Sparrow Hospital is terrifying and I didn't think that Liz would really want to drive me to Beaumont at 2 am....
then I woke up at 6- still in pain. I can only sleep when I have my head at a certain angle with my knuckle digging into a certain part of my head- and if I move, i'm fucked.
This whole time I've been nausous as shit, I travel (from the couch to bed) with a puke bucket in hand...... so I say, fuck you migaines. Honestly. Why do I get these, and how the fuck am I supposed to deal with these for the rest of my life????
ugh. I just took my 4th imetrex in 24 hours, which means i'm now out of pills, hopefully this will get my thru till my class and my drive home. My mom is talking about me getting the injectable kind (thats right, i'm supposed to inject myself with meds- riiiight). And I have to go see a neurologist- barely terrifying.
wanted: a new head.
I had to take migraine meds yesterday morning in hopes that i could nip it and go out- I had to break those plans too.
then the damn thing finally went away, (after a few hours and two doses of imetrex). Then, after about an hour and a half, it came back! no shit, so I took more meds...
then I woke up at 2 am, in unbeleiveable pain, crying (which only makes it worse). I called my mom. I considered going to the hospital, which i've never done. I didn't go becuase Sparrow Hospital is terrifying and I didn't think that Liz would really want to drive me to Beaumont at 2 am....
then I woke up at 6- still in pain. I can only sleep when I have my head at a certain angle with my knuckle digging into a certain part of my head- and if I move, i'm fucked.
This whole time I've been nausous as shit, I travel (from the couch to bed) with a puke bucket in hand...... so I say, fuck you migaines. Honestly. Why do I get these, and how the fuck am I supposed to deal with these for the rest of my life????
ugh. I just took my 4th imetrex in 24 hours, which means i'm now out of pills, hopefully this will get my thru till my class and my drive home. My mom is talking about me getting the injectable kind (thats right, i'm supposed to inject myself with meds- riiiight). And I have to go see a neurologist- barely terrifying.
wanted: a new head.