Apr 20, 2006 02:32
It has been so long since ive updated this. You start going on myspace and suddenly livejournal is forgotten. I guess a lot of things have really changed though. Life just keeps changing so much and it sucks. I wish i could go back to the good ole days in high school and maybe even a year after. Too bad friends arent what they use to be. I wish i could have just one night of hanging out and talking and just having a good time with my friends. I cant wait til i get to go back to pensacola. Im gonna party it up for rizzle. I wonder who the first person i would tell would be. Probably Bri. She's like the only person that would probably be excited to see me. I miss her so much. I cant wait to drive around and listen to alkaline trio with her...its not the same alone:(. I might tell Daniel after her...not sure though. He'd want to hangout all the time and then I'd be sad cuz im still in love with him and things would not be good at all. It would be nice to see him though. I would tell Shannon but shes in Jacksonville so i probably wouldn't even be able to see her. I miss her a lot too. She is like my bestest friend right now. What i wouldnt do for one of those nights where we'd stay up til like 9 in the morning drinking, smoking and laughing our asses off because we are total dorks together. Ahh...the fun times. Id tell Jess and id probably see her once or twice if i was there for a week or 2. I'd have to go over to her house and i would end up getting pissed because she'd go to bed early and it would just suck. Ha..maybe im wrong and she'd magically want to actually see me and talk to me...her best friend.. Well, im gonna go cuz now im really sad.